

So, I didn't write a thankful post yesterday (even though it was Tuesday). Do you want to know why I didn't write a thankful post?
Of course you do.
Well, I was grumpy, and every time I tried to think of something to be thankful for within my own ballet dancing, I was at a loss. A complete loss! Other days, I come up with a list so long that I start to feel conceited, but yesterday, I just sat around feeling grouchy and ungrateful.
Nothing seemed okay yesterday. Even the innocent stack of mail on the counter annoyed me. How dare the mail be on the counter! How dare the dishes be in the sink! And how dare the sky be blue and the world turn round!
I sat on the couch and wallowed, as I thought about the nerve of the mail, the dishes, the sky, and the whole, wide universe.
And then I had to go to ballet class, which kind of felt like a chore, and even though afterward I did not regret going, during class, I was flat out angry at the concept of a tombe coupe jete. What a stupid step.
I don't feel the same today--the tombe coupe jete no longer offends me personally. Maybe there is something in the water. Do you ever have days like that?

(Photo of my nephew Billy, Ballet photo from the George Eastman House)
i've been really down the past few days. i have no motivation to get stuff done and everythings bothering me. i was even starting to think people didn't like me, but i think it was just my perception that particular moment. i'm so glad i'm not the only one who gets like that sometimes. :)
ReplyDeleteah, yes, the blues. i am glad they have left you! welcome back!
ReplyDeleteI totally feel like this today. Glad I'm not the only one! Hope things start to turn around soon :)
ReplyDeleteAbsolutely I've had days like that! The good news is, they're usually temporary. Glad you're feeling better!
ReplyDeleteIt's been overcast and rainy here, weather dampens my mood at times. Glad you're feeling better!
ReplyDeletexoxo,
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I know the feeling =( Especially on rainy days.. it's good you're feeling better! <3 x
ReplyDeleteDefinitely have days like that way too often :) Glad ballet helped! Love your header Hannah!
ReplyDeleteAnnie
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Haha! I was just trying to teach one of my students that step and she got SOOO frustrated. I love it but I can remember hating it before. Ha!
ReplyDeleteWe allllll have days like that, darling :)
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I'm always having days like that, hate it! Always feels like a waste of time but sometimes you just need a nothing day to make you appreciate tomorrow :) Hope you are feeling better!
ReplyDeleteI hope the weekend treats you better than Tuesday did :(
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